My Battle with Anxiety and Panic Attacks used to Cripple Me

• I know what it’s like to battle with anxiety and suffer from panic attacks on a regular basis I know what it is to need Freedom mentally and emotionally I know what it is to go to prayer meeting after prayer meeting I know what it is to go to the conferences the worship Seminars the Revival Retreats the special events I know what it is to have people lay hands on me prophets prophesy over me pastors Pastor me teachers teach me I’ve had oil poured over me chaar blown over me I know what it is to pray the curse breaking prayers to go through
• the Deliverance sessions and then still time and time again come up short I know what it is to ask will this ever end or is this just something that I’m going to suffer with for the rest of my life I know what it is to lift my hands to heaven with tears streaming down my face and to say Lord don’t you see what I’m going through why can’t you move and break the power of whatever it is that’s causing me to suffer I as a Christian know what it is to suffer mentally and emotionally the truth is that even after we are saved we can still battle things
• we can still be attacked not possessed or demonized but attacked by demonic Powers we can still suffer emotionally we can still suffer mentally and unless we address the problem at the root we’ll continue to Live In Perpetual bondage so for me for several years nothing seemed to be working and that’s exactly what I want to share with you about I want to share with you my testimony and how the Holy Spirit helped me to overcome anxiety and panic disorder panic attacks on a regular basis yes I went through this yes the Holy Spirit set me free and
• yes today I living in the liberty of the work that he continues to do in my life but this goes even further than just anxiety and panic attacks I’m talking to anyone who needs an emotional or mental healing I’m talking to those of you who suffer with things like OCD depression confusion apathy I I am talking to those who are looking for stability in their mind and their emotions I’m talking to those who are suffering and don’t even know why you see it began for me at the age of seven even as a seven-year-old boy I can
• recall Paul sensing the spiritual warfare over my life I could sense in the atmosphere around me the battle between light and darkness as a seven-year-old boy I was attacked viciously by demonic Powers I can recall seeing demonic faces in the walls of my room I recall on several instances seeing demonic manifestations not in people but actual demonic beings right before my very eyes in fact on two occasions I actually conversed with demonic beings directly I’m not proud of this I’m not bragging about this this is not something I’m