he showed me this book in heaven in my book and there was like every page is blood soaked every page testifies of the savior of the deliverer it doesn’t testify of my sin it testifies of him [Music] hey guys welcome to the podcast so excited this is uh one of my favorite speakers in the whole world um she’s mom to me her name is Patricia King and she is absolutely fabulous you’re going to love her if you don’t know her you need to and she’s the extreme I love it so much I love it so what happened to you to to get you to step into knowing that
God was real and how much he loves you oh my God oh Jesus Jesus happened right am so Todd I was in such a mess you know in my early 20s I was confused I was wrecked I was you know making bad decisions in my life that were hurting others and myself and I was so full of guilt and shame condemnation no one had to tell me I was a sinner I knew I was I just didn’t know how not to be and so you know when I see people on the streets right now just you know judging you know street workers or whatever it hurts me because I think
that’s not what they need they already know who they are I knew who I was I just didn’t know how not to be through some real serious situations where I just about lost my life I had a vision where Jesus came to me in a vision that’s where I first got introduced to his reality and I remember even though I was unconscious I said to him if you’re real if you give my child and I life tonight I’ll give you the rest of my life I didn’t really know anything about what that meant wow I was involved in the new age I was involved in all kinds
of dark stuff but I meant it though you know I just didn’t know how to activate it yeah so we did make it through our lives were spared and I knew it was the Lord and even in the hospital I shouted it out that Jesus had given us life um but it was six months later cuz I just kept studying the new age cuz I thought well I told God I was going to uh serve him so I guess that’s spiritual so that must be him and so I kept doing it but I started getting convulsions I started getting epileptic seizures and I was a
